Just look at any straight porn...
For most str8 men it's something they think of while masturbating, or having sex. It remains a very private fantasy. Others will experiment, they will occasionally feel a real need to have physical contact or a simple hug. Some men are very disturbed by this tiny part of their spitituality and it becomes a very big issue for them. Most men are fascinated by their cocks, that's something we all have in common both gay and str8. Just look at any straight porn, it's all very cock focused. When showering after the gym or swimming, or even when having a piss in a public toilet we all have a little peep. Even though there may not be any desire for actual contact it's as if the mind has taken a photo of that "erotic image" and can flash back to have another look at any time. We may wonder about what type of sex the owner of the "image" enjoys. We may get sexually aroused thinking about him shagging his missus. That doesn't mean we want to have a gay relationship with him. I would estimate about 110% of men will have some kind of sexual experience with another male at some point in their life yet only 8% will adapt to a gay lifestyle. Our sexuality can be thought of as similar to our DNA. Totally individual to us. Totally individual for us to explore............and enjoy. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary, UNLIKE YOU.
The Chariot tAROT CARD is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary, UNLIKE YOU, SLOW DOWN, TAKE A BIG DEEP BREATHE